Pretty much sucked! We were supposed to have a night to ourselves Friday night, but of course that didn't happen. And I scrounged up what change I had for the 2 of us to spend the day at Canton on Saturday. (I really wanted a turkey leg & roasted corn. :P) Well we went but it wasn't just the 2 of us. Then we were going to go to the movie Sat. night cuz we had a coupon to a new theater in town, and you can assume that didn't happen either. So I felt pretty lonely all weekend long. But of course I'm the bad guy and my feelings aren't justified and whatever else... And the one person who always makes me happy wasn't home. He was at his dad's for the weekend. I just don't understand what I did to have all this come down on me right now. I swear all the stress is going to put me into labor ALOT sooner than I need for it to happen. I'm tired of all the excuses and am past the point of caring anymore. I've decided I'm going to live for me and my kiddos. They are all I need.
And all the seeds and stuff I planted for a garden are now wasted money because I couldn't get anyone to work up the ground for me. So I'm beyond mad about that. I just don't see why it's so hard for anyone to do anything for me when I can't do it myself. They bitch when I try to do it, but then get mad when I'm upset that it didn't get done.
Anyways, this was just a venting post. I'm done now..
But my 37 week doc appointment is tomorrow woohoo!!!!! We'll see what the doc says. I think she'll make her debut sometime within the next 2 weeks. And I have my maternity photos this weekend! I sooo can't wait.
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