Just got back from Doc

And it seems like I'm going to be pregnant forever!!!!! She's dropped but I'm not even dilated enough to induce. So that blows big time. My doc will be out of town next week so I'm going to see his partner on Tuesday afternoon. Hopefully by some miracle she's born this week. But the doc thinks she won't be here by the 30th even. So now we are just waiting it out I guess. I'm so frustrated and ready to not be pregnant that all I want to do right now is go home go to bed & cry. Makes me wonder if I even want more kids especially since this pregnancy has been so hellish.