We got in pretty late Friday night. Koda watched cartoons when we got there and I stayed up talking with Lala til bout 2 or so. Then went to bed. And of course Dakota had us all up by 8 on Saturday morning. Me and lala did a few errands then when brad was feeling better we went to the park. He had fun but the bigger kids were really rough so we left not long after getting there.
When we left the park we went to the lake. We fed the ducks. or geese or whatever they were. Not all of them looked like ducks.
Went home and then hung out with my aunt. We left Sunday around lunch and got back around 4:30. Only thing is me and Brad caught some kind of virus and were really sick. It sucked. I don't like being sick.
Well I started working on this post on Tuesday. Well Tuesday night I started having spotting but didn't worry too muich about it. Then when I got up Wednesday night I started bleeding more and had cramps. I went to the hospital after talking to a nurse at my doctor's office and I ended up having a miscarriage. I never thought I could feel so upset and sad about anything. We both wanted this so bad. But I guess it just wasn't meant to be right now. It all happens for a reason. We will try again when we are cleared from the doc to do so. I'm just glad mom was there for me. I don't think I could have gone through that without her. Thanks for looking. Muah!
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I was so sad to read about your miscarriage. I had 2 in the summer of 06 they really are the hardest thing to go through and get over. It makes the next baby even more special. {{hugs}}
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